for the past couple months i have been in shitty situation on the relationship front. its rough to have someone use your feelings and basically treat you unfair when all you want...is.....well you know. i will be fine i suppose its not like it was ever serious. its like dealing with death kinda. you know.....its over its done and you never want to see that person again but at the same time you also liked that person alot and you cant talk to them again. most people have told be....that it went on too long the way it was for me to be treated like that. and im not perfect. but i tried and thats all i can say. respect and trust are really crucial. and when someone else doesnt have that for you....its a bad situation all around. you start to question yourself. and you dont think clearly and start to make rash decisions. and then you just become someone who will do anything to try to make it different....i guess i have always been one to not admit its over when its over. i just thought that at my age i wouldnt have to deal with high school games. but i did. and thats that. sure we move on. the other person gets what they want...at the expense of hurting your feelings. and its done. its funny how shitty people can treat each other sometimes...maybe not funny...just sad...its hard to think but there are people out there that do not ever have to deal with this type of shit...they get a pass. i guess sometimes its just the company you keep.
