QUITING. MAYBE

SEEMS LIKE WHENEVER I GET A COLD....I LOSE ALL DESIRE TO SMOKE....SO WITH THAT BEING SAID I THINK IM GONNA KEEP IT GOING....HERES TO QUITING. DO I THINK I COULD ACTUALLY QUIT...NO QUITING SMOKING IS THE HARDEST THING I WILL EVER DO...EVER...I JUST LIKE IT TOO MUCH...PEOPLE DO NOT BELIEVE ME...BUT I COULD QUIT DRINKING WAY BEFORE I COULD EVER QUIT SMOKING. WHEN I COMES TO DRINKING  I LIKE TO GET DRUNK. PLAIN AND SIMPLE...I DONT HAVE TO OR NEED TO....MY BODY DOESN'T YEARN FOR IT...AND I JUST DO IT IN ORDER TO SHUT MY MIND DOWN. SOME PEOPLE ARE PURISTS AND DO NOT NEED TO SHUT THEIR MIND DOWN...THEY HAVE ACHIEVED NIRVANA...IM NOT A BUDDHIST.....IM A JENKINS. WHATEVER THAT MEANS. ON THE REAL THOUGH. SMOKING.....THE ACT OF QUITING...SEEMS LIKE SOMETHING I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO DO...ALL I CAN DO IS TRY.....ALSO....IM WONDERING AND PONDERING IF THERE WILL BE A SECOND SEASON OF BOARDWALK EMPIRE. RIGHT NOW ITS THE HOTTEST SHIT OUT THERE....I LOVE IT....IT CAPTIVATES ME....HBO ALWAYS MAKES THE BEST SERIES....THE WIRE....HANDS DOWN THE GREATEST EVER...THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER LIKE THE WIRE. IN RETROSPECT...THE SOPRANOS WAS WAY LAME.
OSO BEAR HAS THEE SHOWS BOOKED IN NOVEMBER....SOMETHING I DIDNT WANT TO DO.....LEMME EXPLAIN....I WANNA PLAY MORE OUTTA TOWN SHOWS...WE NEED A VAN...WE ACTUALLY FOUND A VAN FOR 800 DOLLARS IN AWESOME SHAPE...WE JUST CANT AFFORD IT...WE ALWAYS SEE GOOD DEALS ON VANS AND WISH WE COULD BUY  THEM...SO BASICALLY WE ARE GLUTTONS FOR PUNISHMENT. SO WE HAFTA PLAY SHOWS IN ORDER TO GET MONEY TO BUY A VAN SO WE CAN PLAY OUTTA TOWN SHOWS....TRUTH IS....THREE LOCAL SHOWS IN NOVEMBER...WE ARENT GONNA GET THAT MANY PEOPLE OUT TO THEM....YOU CANT JUST FLOOD THE SCENE LIKE THAT....I BUT LOOKING AT THE ANALYTICS AND OBSERVING ALL THE STATISTICS...IT MIGHT WORK OUT OKAY FOR US. BABA BUDANS SHOULD ATTRACT THE CLIFTON CROWD....BUT WE WILL LOSE THE COVINGTON CROWD........THE COMET....WE MIGHT GET ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE...BESIDES IT BEING A DIFFERENT PLACE FOR PEOPLE TO HANGOUT..THEY HAVE GOOD FOOD THERE...AND ITS A PRETTY JIVE SPOT......THE THANKSGIVING EVE SHOW SHOULD BE THE DOGS BULLOCKS....IM HOPING THIS ONE IS A FULL ON PARTY..........THATS MY HOPES AND DREAMS.